I was a little, or rather, a lot, shocked when I noticed just the other day that my last blog post was on Thanksgiving – approximately 5 weeks ago! As a music teacher, once Thanksgiving comes and goes, it’s full-speed-ahead into the Christmas music season. Between 6 school choirs, 1 community choir, and 11 private students, the whole month can be summed up as follows (and believe me, adults differ not from youth in this matter):
Auto-pilot somehow got me through seven (that’s right, count them, SEVEN) concerts in in two weeks, plus an open house and, oh, yes, that’s right, the out-of-the-blue funeral for my sister-in-law…then right back into the cook, clean, bake, wrap, drive, celebrate, eat-way-too-much, drive, pass out routine that is Christmas Day and all the days that lead up to it.
Nonetheless, I didn’t seem to have time, energy, or inspiration for any laugh-inducing, thought-provoking blogging. My activities were quite thrust upon me, rather than being intentional.
But now, it’s New Year’s Eve. On Facebook, someone asked, “Did you achieve any of your resolutions this year?” I replied to that one, because I’m quite proud of what I achieved this year:
- Got blogging – and some people even read it (like you are, right now)!
- Finished a Master of Arts in Teaching (because insanity will, eventually, get you a certificate…of some sort…)
- Lost weight – a LOT of weight – 53 pounds!
He said, “Good for you! What’s in store for 2018?”
And that got me thinking…what is in store for 2018? I hadn’t taken a lot of time to think about it. So I gave it some brief thought and said back:
- More consistent blogging (like, once a week?)
- 35 more pounds to reach my goal, and…
- …WRITE. A. BOOK.
There it is. I said it out loud. WRITE. A. BOOK.
(Thank you, Greg Trimble…you’ve stoked a fire…)
And not just any book…a book I’ve had on my heart for almost three years now.
A memoir of what God has done in and for me, and the journey I’ve been on to more and more fully experience His Love and Grace and Presence in my life – my every day, often-lived-on-auto-pilot-life.
A testimony. I want to write my testimony, and give it away so that everyone can witness what He has done.
Today’s Old Testament reading was from Isaiah. Isaiah’s one of those books that you labor through and, quite frankly, I don’t remember a whole lot of what’s in there. But this passage is, quite possibly, the most beautiful I’ve ever read:
I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels. For as the earth bringeth forth her bud, and as the garden causeth the things that are sown in it to spring forth; so the Lord God will cause righteousness and praise to spring forth before all the nations. For Zion’s sake will I not hold my peace, and for Jerusalem’s sake I will not rest, until the righteousness thereof go forth as brightness, and the salvation thereof as a lamp that burneth. And the Gentiles shall see they righteousness, and all kings thy glory: and thou shalt be called by a new name, which the mouth of the Lord shall name. Thou shalt also be a crown of glory in the hand of the Lord, and a royal diadem in the hand of thy God. (Isaiah 61:10 – 62:3, KJV)
This is such a gorgeous description of what happens when the Lord saves, when He heals, when he restores that which the locust has eaten and makes restitution for lost, broken years. The joy He has kindled within me and the beauty He has bestowed on me has made people wonder…and I want to tell my story. I’ve been waiting for the right time, and I think 2018 is it. Not quite sure, but I’m very nearly positive that yes, this is the set time.
Today’s Gospel reading was, not surprisingly, from John:
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. (John 1:1-2)
I am very rarely satisfied with rote teaching, and so I had to look this up. Greek is a difficult language to translate into English, mostly because we don’t have enough words to encapsulate the richness and subtle shades of meaning that Greek has. (And, with the onset of textese, soon we won’t have any words at all…NOT LOL…) So, pulling out my handy dandy Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance (now easily accessed on the internet instead of having to lift all 72 pounds of the actual book), I looked up logos, the word we translate as “Word”.
Here’s what I found, and I can’t believe I’d never seen this before:
“Logos: the expression of a thought…preeminently used of Christ expressing the thoughts of the Father through the Spirit.”
English is so inadequate. But now when I read it, here’s what it says to me:
“In the beginning was God’s thought, His plan, expressed, spoken, brought forth. The plan perfectly reflected Him. The plan – that perfect expression of His love and grace and truth and mercy – was with Him in the beginning.”
Everything Jesus Christ thought, said, and did – and everything He continues to think, say, and do – is a perfect, flawless, intentional expression of His Father’s character and His plan of salvation. It has always been thus. And that’s what I want my testimony, and my very life, to be – a perfect, flawless, intention expression of my Father’s character. Now, I certainly can’t guarantee perfection and flawlessness, but I can be INTENTIONAL. I can choose my actions and my words carefully, so that they will communicate “the king’s glory”, and so that they shine like a diadem and a crown in the hand of my Heavenly Father, causing all who see that light to spring forth in praise.
Here’s to 2018…what do you have in store?